U're all tagged again

You have to type the 1st thing that
comes to mind whenever you hear these
things.

You can’t think and go back and change
your answers.

1. Beer: Clubbing

2. McDonald's: French Fries

3. Relationships: my dear x3

4. Purple: Barney

5. Power Rangers: Red Ranger

6. Weed: Marijuana

7. Steroids: Pills

8. Cartoons: Sponge Bob

9. The President: Bush

10.People to do this Quiz.: Cindle dear, Ashley, Vivian, Rachael, Rachel, Kirsten

What shuld i do?

Just like any other day, I'm counting for it to pass, waiting for time to fly. 24hrs a day, I spend 15hrs locked in my miserable room, doing nothing at all but online, talking to my bb, jie and frens. I wana go back Msia. I dunno how long i can last here. Everyday is so miserable. I played Maple to release stress, to forget about my miserable life. I dunno if i can really study anymore. I've totally lost the mood n the way my parents treat me. Fuck It! They wont understand me! I was so down n so fucked up wif this problem so i talk to my jie. I wont wana call back my home. Cos i know if i call back i will be talking to a WALL. My mom wont understand how i felt rite now. To be honest i dun miss HOME at ALL. The reason i called back is becos my jie told me tat i shuld talk to my parents n so i did. My mom answered and ask me wats wrong, so i tell her, Mummy its really been hard for me. Everyday I'm jz passing my time. I don wana study engineering cos i know i have no interest in it. And physics, my fren told me its hard. So I decided that if i dun hav d interest, y shuld i waste my time on that. Although u n dad know tat if i put effort i can study, but, I have no interest in engineering and i don wana waste ur money n my time on it. Rite now i m so fucking lost. I dont even know wat to study anymore! I wana be a pilot n u don let jz becos "my life not suitable for it" so i said ok. I wana go for art stream u dun let again and ask me go for those high class major like doctors, engineers and lawyers. DAD, MUM, I jus wana live a normal life, I only live once n i don wana live a miserable life. I m so so lost right now. I din even do well for my midterm. I called back n all mum ever said was, Ming, I've work so hard here jz study harder. SHE DONT EVEN TRY TO LISTEN TO ME. Everything is just her hard work bla bla bla......She is not even listening to a word i m saying. MUM I M HAVING A HARD TIME HERE DUN U GET IT?????? GEEZ WAT SHULD I DO TO MAKE U UNDERSTAND ME?? Then u continue n tell me Jackson n Mee Soon can do it y cant i?? Well let me tell u..... I M NOT THEM!!!!! !@#!@#!@# u made me so mad everytime i try to tell u about my feelings. That's y i nvr wana tell u n dad anything. Cos u guys dun understand me at all! I'm having a hard time here and i waited for dad's call. I waited for so long n he didnt call so i called back n he said he is not free. Just when i finally wana talk to him about my prob, he said he is not free?? I'm so damn disappointed! I'm having such a hard time n u guys dun even wana listen to a word i say. MUM u r not listening to a word i m saying at all!! U jus know how to push me to a path which i dun like altho there is a bright future. I wana tell u this becos i don wana study engineering anymore! and other than engineering there is nothing good that i wana study here. I'd rather not waste ur $$ n my time studying for something more simple. And to tell u d truth, I dun like the environment here at all. That's y i'm hiding in my room every single day. Jz when i need to talk to u guys, u 2 cant even talk to me properly. u 2 r lucky that i wont do anything stupid! This is not the 1st time i'm telling u all tat i don wana be here n yet u r still forcing me. I'm very lost now! You guys make me feel guilty for coming here n yearning to go back! yet u guys try to put me here for as long as i can! I dun know how long more i can stand! but still i'm being patient. If i had a chance i will board the nex flight to Msia.I'm so lost right now i just wana quit n have a long break. I dont know wad to study anymore! I just know tat i don wana be here! JIE i cant do anything!!!! THEY JUST DUN UNDERSTAND ME! jie only u know how miserable i felt and i duno if i can last 4yrs here. I wana try my best but everynite i hav tis feeling and it really bothers me. I dun even hav da mood to do my homework or study. Every time i finished my homework few hours before class starts. There was once, I didnt wana do my hw at all. Then I stayed up all nite and didnt slp to do my homework and managed to pass up too.

2nd Stop:Fresno

The 3rd day we went to Uncle K.C's place and then head to Fresno for snowboarding!!! Nothing much to blog bout this day except my sorry ass butt was so painful that i suffer 3days of it. Wat ya all expect. 1st time on a snowboard ok. HAHA.....Next Stop VEGAS BABY!!! VEGAS!!! cant wait!Mei Chan with the ski's

4 of us

Haha Dao apa lu buat????

With Uncle K.C n family + frens

Ada Gaya tarak isi...punggung sakit =( nvm at least tau snowboard d

Road Trip 1st stop:Yosemite

Paiseh so long din update cos was not at home and went for road trip with Dao Wen, Mei Chan n Jackson. I'll just blog a little about my trip cos Mei Chan already blog most of it, so no point repeating. Ok the day was 27th Dec. As usual chiong maple till late in da morning. End up waking up late for da trip. Jack had to come n ring my door bell then oni I woke up. Took a quick bath, pack n start our trip. Went to Yosemite first. On da way stopped by Taco Bell for some burito. Later that day Dao got tiket for speeding. As usual in US, DUIT KOPI wont work but he tried to ask the mata for a chance. Sadly the mata say tis is California, No Warning! Bad news. It was already dark when we reached . Din do much the first day. Checked in at an inn and then went up to Yosemite jalan jalan. After that makan KFC. Surprisingly A&W n KFC together 1.Sibei hungry! 4 pieces of chicken not enough for me so I went to order 1 root beer float n fries. bathed, pangsai, makan mi cup, online sikijap then went to bed. Next day woke up really early in da morning. Was surprised to see snow outside. My first time seeing those pure white snow.

7am in da morning. Car covered up with snow.

Ok 2nd day, Dao drove up the hill n we went for hiking. My stupid sport shoes is not for hiking so end up buying a pair of boots which cost me around $70. Pretty nice scenery up there.

Beautiful scenery dont ya think?
A wild Fox appeared right beside us
Stopped a while to makan loti! HAHA look at our faces
After about 20mins hike finally we reached this frozen waterfall. It was worth the hike.

After that we wanna hike the higher hill but its already too late as the sky was getting darker n darker, so we decided to come down n head bak for Subway sandwiches.