L i l S e c r e t O f M i n e

U're all tagged again

2008-03-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

You have to type the 1st thing that
comes to mind whenever you hear these
things.

You can’t think and go back and change
your answers.

1. Beer: Clubbing

2. McDonald's: French Fries

3. Relationships: my dear x3

4. Purple: Barney

5. Power Rangers: Red Ranger

6. Weed: Marijuana

7. Steroids: Pills

8. Cartoons: Sponge Bob

9. The President: Bush

10.People to do this Quiz.: Cindle dear, Ashley, Vivian, Rachael, Rachel, Kirsten

What shuld i do?

2008-02-25T21:49:00.000-08:00

Just like any other day, I'm counting for it to pass, waiting for time to fly. 24hrs a day, I spend 15hrs locked in my miserable room, doing nothing at all but online, talking to my bb, jie and frens. I wana go back Msia. I dunno how long i can last here. Everyday is so miserable. I played Maple to release stress, to forget about my miserable life. I dunno if i can really study anymore. I've totally lost the mood n the way my parents treat me. Fuck It! They wont understand me! I was so down n so fucked up wif this problem so i talk to my jie. I wont wana call back my home. Cos i know if i call back i will be talking to a WALL. My mom wont understand how i felt rite now. To be honest i dun miss HOME at ALL. The reason i called back is becos my jie told me tat i shuld talk to my parents n so i did. My mom answered and ask me wats wrong, so i tell her, Mummy its really been hard for me. Everyday I'm jz passing my time. I don wana study engineering cos i know i have no interest in it. And physics, my fren told me its hard. So I decided that if i dun hav d interest, y shuld i waste my time on that. Although u n dad know tat if i put effort i can study, but, I have no interest in engineering and i don wana waste ur money n my time on it. Rite now i m so fucking lost. I dont even know wat to study anymore! I wana be a pilot n u don let jz becos "my life not suitable for it" so i said ok. I wana go for art stream u dun let again and ask me go for those high class major like doctors, engineers and lawyers. DAD, MUM, I jus wana live a normal life, I only live once n i don wana live a miserable life. I m so so lost right now. I din even do well for my midterm. I called back n all mum ever said was, Ming, I've work so hard here jz study harder. SHE DONT EVEN TRY TO LISTEN TO ME. Everything is just her hard work bla bla bla......She is not even listening to a word i m saying. MUM I M HAVING A HARD TIME HERE DUN U GET IT?????? GEEZ WAT SHULD I DO TO MAKE U UNDERSTAND ME?? Then u continue n tell me Jackson n Mee Soon can do it y cant i?? Well let me tell u..... I M NOT THEM!!!!! !@#!@#!@# u made me so mad everytime i try to tell u about my feelings. That's y i nvr wana tell u n dad anything. Cos u guys dun understand me at all! I'm having a hard time here and i waited for dad's call. I waited for so long n he didnt call so i called back n he said he is not free. Just when i finally wana talk to him about my prob, he said he is not free?? I'm so damn disappointed! I'm having such a hard time n u guys dun even wana listen to a word i say. MUM u r not listening to a word i m saying at all!! U jus know how to push me to a path which i dun like altho there is a bright future. I wana tell u this becos i don wana study engineering anymore! and other than engineering there is nothing good that i wana study here. I'd rather not waste ur $$ n my time studying for something more simple. And to tell u d truth, I dun like the environment here at all. That's y i'm hiding in my room every single day. Jz when i need to talk to u guys, u 2 cant even talk to me properly. u 2 r lucky that i wont do anything stupid! This is not the 1st time i'm telling u all tat i don wana be here n yet u r still forcing me. I'm very lost now! You guys make me feel guilty for coming here n yearning to go back! yet u guys try to put me here for as long as i can! I dun know how long more i can stand! but still i'm being patient. If i had a chance i will board the nex flight to Msia.I'm so lost right now i just wana quit n have a long break. I dont know wad to study anymore! I just know tat i don wana be here! JIE i cant do anything!!!! THEY JUST DUN UNDERSTAND ME! jie only u know how miserable i felt and i duno if i can last 4yrs here. I wana try my best but everynite i hav tis feeling and it really bothers me. I dun even hav da mood to do my homework or study. Every time i finished my homework few hours before class starts. There was once, I didnt wana do my hw at all. Then I stayed up all nite and didnt slp to do my homework and managed to pass up too.

2nd Stop:Fresno

2008-01-04T19:54:00.000-08:00

The 3rd day we went to Uncle K.C's place and then head to Fresno for snowboarding!!! Nothing much to blog bout this day except my sorry ass butt was so painful that i suffer 3days of it. Wat ya all expect. 1st time on a snowboard ok. HAHA.....Next Stop VEGAS BABY!!! VEGAS!!! cant wait!Mei Chan with the ski's

4 of us

Haha Dao apa lu buat????

With Uncle K.C n family + frens

Ada Gaya tarak isi...punggung sakit =( nvm at least tau snowboard d

Road Trip 1st stop:Yosemite

2008-01-04T19:15:00.000-08:00

Paiseh so long din update cos was not at home and went for road trip with Dao Wen, Mei Chan n Jackson. I'll just blog a little about my trip cos Mei Chan already blog most of it, so no point repeating. Ok the day was 27th Dec. As usual chiong maple till late in da morning. End up waking up late for da trip. Jack had to come n ring my door bell then oni I woke up. Took a quick bath, pack n start our trip. Went to Yosemite first. On da way stopped by Taco Bell for some burito. Later that day Dao got tiket for speeding. As usual in US, DUIT KOPI wont work but he tried to ask the mata for a chance. Sadly the mata say tis is California, No Warning! Bad news. It was already dark when we reached . Din do much the first day. Checked in at an inn and then went up to Yosemite jalan jalan. After that makan KFC. Surprisingly A&W n KFC together 1.Sibei hungry! 4 pieces of chicken not enough for me so I went to order 1 root beer float n fries. bathed, pangsai, makan mi cup, online sikijap then went to bed. Next day woke up really early in da morning. Was surprised to see snow outside. My first time seeing those pure white snow.

7am in da morning. Car covered up with snow.

Ok 2nd day, Dao drove up the hill n we went for hiking. My stupid sport shoes is not for hiking so end up buying a pair of boots which cost me around $70. Pretty nice scenery up there.

Beautiful scenery dont ya think?
A wild Fox appeared right beside us
Stopped a while to makan loti! HAHA look at our faces
After about 20mins hike finally we reached this frozen waterfall. It was worth the hike.

After that we wanna hike the higher hill but its already too late as the sky was getting darker n darker, so we decided to come down n head bak for Subway sandwiches.

Golden State Warriors VS LA Lakers

2007-12-03T10:33:00.001-08:00

Bought tis game ticket. Gonna watch it on d 14th of Dec

Yee~~ Happy Bday =D

2007-12-01T18:37:00.000-08:00

haha 1st of all i just wana say Happy bday to my fren Fook Veng. The day b4 his bday he tio saman!
Fookie u shuld tell da police giv chance cos its ur bday. Bagi Muka!

So Close Yet So Far

2007-11-27T22:59:00.001-08:00

Everyday is just like another tomorrow for me, waiting for the time to pass, waiting for another day every single night. You guys think I don't understand the value of MONEY?? Studying is just not my thing although we all know that i can study if I put effort in it. U all dun nid to remind me every single time. I don't understand why u guys hav to put me here. I know this is what's best for me but studying is just not my thing! I don't deserve to be here at all. I'm not working hard at all. Everyday I'm just counting for it to pass instead of studying. Why was a great amount of money on me? U all won't understand how bad I felt every single night. Oh and U, I dun giv a fuck that u describe me as emo. Say all u want, U, jz like them, wont understand how I feel. And for those who say that I'm rich. Well guess what?! I'm NOT. If I'm rich I will buy myself out of this fucking misery. I can't even convince them to buy a car for me to do a little to aid this misery. The moment I mentioned about getting a car, SHE is always there to show me that FACE!, the very face that I felt bad as a son to see. U know y i don share my probs with U? It's cos i dowana see that face. Everytime i c, nothing good happens. Now u know y i m always not at home? Why I'm stayin in KL or Penang instead of staying at home? Why I never share my problems with U? It's because if I do tell u my probs, I'm wasting my fucking time on it. I already know what will happen. That FACE! the reaction of yours. Its been the same every single day since the day i was born! Always its the negative thing that comes in ur mind. U nvr think abt it, U nvr did considered about it. ITS ALWAYS BEEN TAT SAME FACE! U wont understand me becoz u nvr did take time to understand, u nvr did have d intention to listen to wat i hav to say and even if I do speak up, I'm always wrong! Now that I'm here there is no turning back. I'm de 1 who chose to be here anyways. Well, all that is left for me to do now is to force myself to do something that i dont like and be a miserable son. A no use son who oni knows how to talk back. A son with no manners. A son who won't even miss his home and a son who won't even wana talk to his parents about his problems. Well I'll play my part and folow the path tat u all chose for me. That's wat u all wanted right? Thats wat u guys so call "good" for my future. I dont plan to say all tis out but it seems that i hav no choice. Everytime i talk to u guys nothing good came out. U guys never understand me...not now, NEVER DID...The time when i say i dowana come to US and u said that u wont force me? What's the point of calling Mrs Yeoh to come to the house n talk to me abt US? Oh wait, I forgot, I dont have a choice! right? If u understand me well enough, u wouldn't have done that. Conclusion is still tat u guys wan me to be here even tho i don't. I'm jz doin my part as a son and follow. Since this is wat u guys wanted rite? i hope u r HAPPY.

P.S: I thought parents should encourage their childrem to strive for something they wanted. I guess I was wrong! They only want what's best for u and they never think weather the BEST is wat u wanted.

Happy bday yi zhen

2007-11-26T01:51:00.001-08:00

Happy Bday to my auntie yi zhen.... Make sure u get ready my bday prezzie i tell u

Thanksgiving Mega Sales!

2007-11-25T17:51:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving sales! Went to Gilroy to shop during thanksgiving. We headed to Gilroy at 10pm and reach there at 12am . Just look at this! Some people even brought their chair there to sit down and queue up and the night was freaking cold. A number of it brought blanket with them. hahax
Just look at the crowd man! It takes almost 2hrs to get into 1 shop. Well some shops only like bilabong, Gucci, all those branded ones. Well its becos there are up to 40% discount. Jackson n I went into bilabong. We waited for about 15mins to get into the shop and he took 1hr plus just to queue up to pay for his clothes. Fucking long. Well I got a few stuff only from Gilroy. Too many people and I lazy to wait so long just for 1 or 2 stuff. But I got a nike hood and a jordan basketball pants for less than $50.

Got this perfume for $25

After all the queue we were so tired but we headed to Fry's to shop for Electronics!!! Man there were already 400+ ppl queuing up in front of the store. Even b4 it was open! We were like the 400+th ones. By the time we got in most of the cheap stuffs was grabbed. I was so lucky. Although we got in late but we all got what we wanted. Don't be jealous that i got these stuff for so cheap! I was so lucky to get tis 500GB external. I went in the shop and it was all gone. But thank God got this 1 auntie queueing in front of me 1 give 1 to me! Yay me!

500GB Buffalo External for only $79 @ RM276

Logitech Z-5300e Speaker 5.1 Surround only $50 @ RM175

I was lucky to grab this speaker also. I don't intend to get this 1 but my fren said it was worth it. Its cheap n the surround is nice. So i went and grab 1 as well. After all you wont get this cheap speaker elsewhere. Once a year man! It took us 3 fucking hours to queue up to pay for our electronics. We started at 6am and by the time we reach the counter, its already 9am. Damn suey! When we reached, the machine jam and we have to wait 15mins for them to fix it. By the time we got out of Fry's its already 10.30am. We went back, tired like hell but its worth experiencing this!

After installing it to my laptop. Deng! its better to get a desktop

The stuff i got that day

Although i got to buy some cheap stuff but there are still alot of stuff that i wanted!

1.This cool Bape Hoodie

2. Iphone

3.Razer wireless keyboard

4.Razer wireless mouse

5.Playstation 3

6.PSP Final Fantasy Crisis Core

Stuff that i can only dream of buying. Hopefully I can buy them =D

1. 27'' Dell 1920 x 1200 (6ms) UltraSharp Widescreen Flat Panel for my desktop

2.Pool Table
3. Alienware Desktop

4.Mazda Rx8

Dirty Hokkien Song..Enjoy

2007-11-18T17:03:00.000-08:00

Another funny yet dirty song thx to yeap for showing me tis....

Funny Hokkien song...It ryhmes!

2007-11-14T19:26:00.001-08:00

I bet u guys will laugh ur asses off if u understand hokkien!!

Its been a while since i last got tagged

2007-11-05T16:40:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Naes and Fookie

Sry i dun have much recent pics....

1. A picture of you making a peace sign:Lol that was the last time i ever made a peace sign

2. A picture of you with your friend:Those were the days...Form 1 ....damn tat fatty sitting in front

OB Gathering b4 I come to US

Interact's Installation Night 07

Playing in school

3. A picture of you at a weird / random place:

Omg! Lost!

4. A picture of you in black and white:Who's behind me u asked?

5. A picture of you and your hair up:

o.0''

6. A picture of you with a weird face:

Haha considered weird gua

7. A picture of you wearing black coloured shirt:

Black is just my colour!

Simply love black...My fav colour

8. A picture of you wearing red coloured shirt:
Cuci longkang T.T

9. A picture of you wearing green coloured shirt:
SORRY guys i dont own a green shirt

10. A picture of you with your Halloween costume:
Haloween 07 Dracula

11. A picture with your mouth open:

Hie!!!
12. A picture with a horny sluty face:

Horny anot?? LoL

Now that you've seen mine its ur turn to get tagged

I'm tagging:

1.Vivian aka baka baobei
2. Ging (start blogging man)
3. Jackanaconda (update ur fucking blog)
4.Dao Wen (if u r reading)
5.Ashley (SPM also must get tagged)
6.Rachel Leong (start blogging after spm!)
7.Wendee (start blogging also)
8.Whoever is reading tis

P.S: I'll start taking some pics in US

Cup Chicks

2007-11-02T13:36:00.000-07:00

Hey guys u wont believe wat my fren jz showed me..... He show me a video of 2 very hot n very sexy chicks making out but........ U guys gotta c it to believe it man!

Here is the link http://www.cupchicks.com/cupchicks.php

Guys n girls out there.....tell me ur reaction when u see tis.

P.S: this is not a porn site n neither a virus page so dun clik X if u c any dirty stuff. Just watch the video n u will know wat i mean

Haloween

2007-10-30T15:18:00.000-07:00

Ish! haloween is tomolo....n i'm still underage sia....ar bo can go haloween adult style. go SF see gays dressing up around the streets. Sadly i have to stay at home distributing candies to lil kidz.... Maleh nex year no more giving candies man.

US ARMY??? Khidmat Negara?? I think not!

2007-10-20T11:29:00.001-07:00

Kanina eh i come here not even 2months nia US army send me a letter ask me to join the army. The way they spell my name and my address also wrong d. Dunno how they manage to send tis to my add sia. Some more they offer me scholarship to go into the college. LoL if its like khidmat negara then i will go la XD They even send me a CD which i haven't even open yet.

Funny host trying to catch a mouse

2007-10-03T20:28:00.000-07:00

You guys won't believe how funny my host can be sometimes. Well it all started 2days ago. There is this mouse which my host had been trying to catch. The mouse was sneaky and often got away with the food without falling into the mousetrap. However my host came out with a funny plan. As you all can see on this picture, there is a mousetrap, the hole and you guys will be wondering what's the alarm clock doing there. Well, I don't have a clue too. Therefore, I went to ask my host and you won't believe what he had told me. It's funny when I heard it for myself. He said that the alarm clock was set to 1 o'clock in the morning to scare the mouse and made it panic so that it will run into the oni trap which is in front of the hole. I was like are you kidding me. LoL!~~~ First time i saw this and had a good laugh myself

My host family

2007-10-02T21:00:00.000-07:00

Sigh I've been so busy doing my assignments until I forget to put my host family in my blog... Well here is my host family and me.
Back row : Me, Jane(my host's wife), David (my host), Caroline(12)
Front row : Lisa(7), Kathy(9)

Well as you all can see Lisa is upset. She don't like taking pics wahahaha

Trip to San Francisco

2007-10-01T10:56:00.000-07:00

It's Saturday and I've nothing to do...Jackson asked me weather if I want to follow him to San Francisco (SF). As I've nothing to do I followed him to SF. Marvin fetch us to SF together with his girl friend and also Pudding , a cute and little chiwawa which is only 10 months old. It's 10.30 and we started our trip down to SF. As i got into the car Pudding climbed to my lap and slept on it.
Here is Pudding...Isn't he cute??? It's a male chiwawa but he was dressed up with pink shirt lol!
Here is another picture of Pudding...He's so small and cute..

We headed to Fisherman's Wharf in SF and there are lots of shops and fancy restaurant that will blow anyone's appetite away...Here are some pics I took while I was there.
The busy streets of Fisherman's Wharf. It's a tourists' attraction by the way.

This restaurant is called Bubba Gump... It's famous for its shrimp and seafood....We had lunch there and the food was simply delicious although the price is quite expensive, not to mention the tip that we ought to give. After that we head to the shore. Among there we can see some sea lion, The Alcatraz Prison and some sea gull fighting over one another for food.
Lazy sea lions waiting to be fed or are they sun bathing???
Well, here is the famous Alcatraz Prison. It issituated on an island but it's old and empty now. Ever heard of the movie "The Rock"??? Well the movie was shot in this prison. Till now its still there.
Here are some information about the island.
Lol what's a sea gull doing here?? Well, maybe it just like being shot at by tourists.
Let us not forget the wax museum. Here you can see celebrities from all over the world. Raging from the Hollywood stars to the NBA stars and also famous people such as Donald Trump and etc.
For those of you who don't have a car, you guys can rent a scoot-car and drive around SF. Well you can also get a bicycle but I don't think that it's a good idea cos the road in SF are mostly steep and going upwards.
In SF you can see alot of this human robots in the streets trying to earn some cash for the day. They'll stand stiffly and move like a robot just to get a dollar or two from you.
The main reason we went to SF was to see this. Any idea what is this??? Well, let me enlightened you guys a little bit. It's the Golden Gate Bridge. One of the main tourists' attraction in SF. After that we went about 3miles to the GAY TOWN... At that time my camera was out of battery so I didn't get to take the GAY TOWN's picture. I took some of the gay shops and also the streets where they have all this gay posters but it's in my friend's camera. I'll blog about that town on my next post. Just hang on guys. Oh ya..1 more thing, I heard there is a GAY PARADE every year in SF. I'm not going to miss that man!! Hell yeah!! looking forward to it wakakaka!!!
As we were driving along the way, we saw this ugly-looking sohai car. I think the owner is getting the car ready for Haloween. hahaha.... Well that should be it for now. I'll blog about the GAY TOWN on my next post. Sabar

I've nothing to blog right now

2007-09-13T23:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, I've nothing to blog right now and I just started my blog....I'm not used to it yet

Bumblebee rocks!

Capoeira for Life

2007-09-13T13:37:00.000-07:00

INTRODUCTION

What is capoeira??
Capoeira is a breathtaking Afro-Brazilian martial art which combines with dancing, acobatics, jumping, music and alot more stunts. In Malaysia there are only 3 capoeira school which is located in penang, muar and shah alam.

History of capoeira or should I call it capoeira narahari
Capoeira landed on Brazil’s shores centuries ago with the forced arrival of Angolan slaves. Through super-human ingenuity and despite their captivity, the Africans transformed their traditional dances into a powerful fighting art. After thriving as a self-defense during 400 years of colonization, Capoeira has since become a world famous sport. In recent years, Capoeira has gained international popularity through Hollywood films such as “Only The Strong” and “Quest,"

Music
In capoeira, the students (capoeiristas) are responsible for playing the musical instruments and to singing. The typical capoeira songs are LADAINHAS (Litany), CANTO DE ENTRADA (Beginning song) and call and answer songs in different literary forms: QUADRAS (quatrain), CORRIDOS (running metrics) and CHULAS Kind of taunting songs. Ladainhas are sung by a soloist who tells a history or challenges the opponent and so on. The Canto de Entrada is a very traditional format (many also call these songs "chula") in which the soloist hails mestres, places, other capoeiristas. It always begins with the expression: "Ie Viva..." which means "long live." Then, the soloist say a name and when the chorus answer, the chorus repeat the name, adding the word "CAMARÁ", a corruption of the word "camarada" which means comrade.

Here are some of the instruments used to play the music

Berimbau
Pandeiros
Caxixi

Now let's look at some pictures from the capoeiristas from Miami